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Monday, 11 December 2006



  • Today is my last day. I have so much crap to do. I still haven't packed yet, and I have less than 19 hours before I have to be at the hotel. I am leaving on a jet plane for basic training. Yay for the military. I will miss Christmas, New Years, my birthday, and there was another holiday I will miss, but oh well. I think I will survive.

Saturday, 02 December 2006

  • I want to tell you something. I didn't tell you the truth when I said I was saying the truth. I replaced a lie with another lie. Because I was ashamed. I was ashamed of myself. And I was afraid of what you might think. I was so afraid of losing you, that I pushed you away so that I wouldn't. I know I hurt you. I wish I hadn't. I really wish I hadn't. I guess there is only one thing I can say now.

    I'm sorry.

Tuesday, 28 November 2006


  • With each passing day I find myself becoming more and more a person that I fought so hard to become. All the while trying not to follow the crowed, I ended up conforming by trying not to do so. These past few months have been more than eye opening in the ways of my thinking. I can honestly say that I hate my life, and yet enjoy living every moment of it.

    I will find myself again.

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